We lost our firstborn daughter Ella Rae on 10-11-12, she was stillborn. Ella was due on February 11th 2013. I started this blog to establish some kind of mile-marker of our pain and our grief. A little more about Jason and I–we have been married for 4 years now, and live in beautiful Northern Michigan. I am a singer-songwriter, and Jason works for General Motors in interaction design. We have been forever changed by the death of Ella, and we hope to bring some kind of healing to others through it. When we found out there was no heartbeat, we prayed–Jason began to proclaim the faithfulness and goodness of God…I want even my pain and suffering to point to Him–for I truly believe he feels our pain.